It’s happening…

by Mary Bonner | Oct 20, 2011 | Uncategorized | 3 comments

again.

But God demonstrates his own love for us in this:

While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Romans 5:8

It’s happening again…that feeling I get when another year has passed and some of things that I wanted to change this year did not change. Things that I wanted to change before I turned 50, then before I turned 51…but I didn’t succeed. I sit and reflect…think of what a failure I am, then through the wonders of blogging and clicking I am directed to a site where a different video, but this song is featured. HE loves me! HE died for me! HE gives me the gift of eternal life. HE wanted me to be a part of HIS family.

I am NOT a failure. I am HIS. HE loves me!

This is a real fault of mine (I didn’t say ONLY)…getting down on myself, not seeing the beauty HE created, but the mess the I create.

Lord, thank you for the grace you have given me.

Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for this reminder.

I am being very transparent here…at the risk of having you think poorly of me. The thing is…if I am going to share my life in this manner, then I have to be real, I have to be transparent, I have to be truthful. Thank you for reading…and listening.

Have a great day…

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mary333 on October 20, 2011 at 6:13 pm

Think poorly of you? On the contrary- this is one of the reasons I read your blog. I'm not kidding when I tell you that I can relate to many of your posts. I appreciate your honesty, that's for sure!
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Annesta on October 20, 2011 at 8:44 pm

I'm son thankful for your transparency. Your journey mirrors mine sometimes and am so thankful others feel the same way I feel.
Blessings
~a
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Kathleen on October 21, 2011 at 1:28 am

You are the best! I love this post, I love this blog, and I love you. Happy Birthday girlfriend!
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Tomorrow it will be four months since the sudden death of a close family member that was in his mid-fifties.

The grief is palpable. The loss is cavernous.

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Tomorrow it will be four months since the sudden death of a close family member that was in his mid-fifties.

The grief is palpable. The loss is cavernous.

And life goes on.

And I remember that “he is my help and my shield.” And I will be thankful.

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Peace comes when I let go of my fear.

Peace comes when I stop thinking about the “what-if” and the “if only” and begin looking to the present.

When I hang on tightly to my worries and troubles, things can go south in a hurry.

It is only when I take my troubles to Him that I have peace.

It is then that I find contentment.

Peace comes when I say “thank you, Lord.”

It comes when I make more space for Him and less space for me.

And this happens when I cast my cares at His feet and leave them there.

If you haven’t listened to Give Me Your Peace by Gateway Worship, I suggest you give it a listen. You can hear a small clip in my story today.

#happyfriday friends. May your weekend be filled with peace and rest.

#hope #prayer #peace #1peter57

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And my hope and security is in Him.

If you scroll through the photos, you see things that made me smile this morning and reminded me of the goodness of God - even now.

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Will things ever get back to some type of normal? People were not created to live in isolation.

Will we be able to see someone smile or will we always look at them and only see their eyes?

Will people gather without having to sit 6’ apart?

I don’t know the answer and I’m not posting this to debate the news media’s portrayal of the pandemic.

I’m sharing this today because I spent some time with the Lord thanking him for the things I DO have and not focusing on the things I don’t have. The things I have lost since March.

I looked up scriptures about hope.

I made a list in my prayer journal of things I’m grateful for.

Life goes on. Life crisis continues even during this pandemic. People die naturall and tragically. And babies are born. And weddings happen and new lives begin.

This crisis in our world isn’t a surprise to God.

And my hope and security is in Him.

If you scroll through the photos, you see things that made me smile this morning and reminded me of the goodness of God - even now.

#psalm3815
#psalm397 #hopeinthelord
#godisincontrol #ThankfulThursday #ThinkPositiveThursday #ThoughtfulThursday

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