When he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, “Put out into deep water,
and let down the nets for a catch.”
Simon answered, “Master, we’ve worked hard all night and
haven’t caught anything. But because you say so, I will let down the nets.”
Luke 5:4-5
I am not a fisherman…or fisher woman, for that matter! I don’t think there is anything I enjoy enough to stay up all night to do it…I like my sleep, but if I were a fisherman and I had stayed up all night, caught nothing and someone told me to go back out and put my nets back in the water…I am not sure how I would feel about that. Simon, on the other hand…obeyed. Kind of, “OK, if you say so.” Well, the Lord DID say so and they caught so much fish the nets began to break.
How many times in my life do I have to do something AGAIN? Something that I have already done, more than once…yet, HE asks that I try again and that time the outcome is different. HE asks us to try just one more time. When I am willing to try just ONE. MORE. TIME…things might be different.
I know what it is in my life that HE is asking me to try again, do you know what HE is asking you to try again? Try…just one more time…throw the net into the water and see what you catch.
Lord, thank you for your patience with me. Thank you for the opportunity to try just one more time. Please be with those that are still without power from the hurricane, comfort those that are mourning, bless those that are sick. Lord, please bless the reader of my blog in a special way today. Thank you for you blessings in my life, especially the blessings of family.
As the weeks have drug on it has been easy for me to lose hope.
Will things ever get back to some type of normal? People were not created to live in isolation.
Will we be able to see someone smile or will we always look at them and only see their eyes?
Will people gather without having to sit 6’ apart?
I don’t know the answer and I’m not posting this to debate the news media’s portrayal of the pandemic.
I’m sharing this today because I spent some time with the Lord thanking him for the things I DO have and not focusing on the things I don’t have. The things I have lost since March.
I looked up scriptures about hope.
I made a list in my prayer journal of things I’m grateful for.
Life goes on. Life crisis continues even during this pandemic. People die naturall and tragically. And babies are born. And weddings happen and new lives begin.
This crisis in our world isn’t a surprise to God.
And my hope and security is in Him.
If you scroll through the photos, you see things that made me smile this morning and reminded me of the goodness of God - even now.
With all the grief and sadness in the world I wasn’t sure how I would handle today. How I would allow myself to grieve this loss? Today when there has so much WRONG in our world. In a post @deidrariggs shared today she reminded us that life goes on. And I realized that today this is my life. And I can grieve this loss. My life goes on... I am thankful for the 4 days we had her. On Friday I will remember each event of her last day and I will remember her dying in my arms.
And I will be both sad and grateful. #infantloss #trisomy18 #stlouischildrenshospital
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