Do you have to remind yourself that everything in life is NOT a blog post? I find myself thinking “is this something to write about?” My friend, Dianne, commented on this when I wrote this recent post.
It is true. All of my life is not for my blog.
Not for Twitter.
And not for Facebook.
I don’t post a lot on either of these social networking sites. Truth be told, social networking isn’t my favorite thing. I think it has a place, I’m just not sure that I have a place at that table.
There are people that are TOTALLY gifted in the social media arena. They can pack a powerful punch in 140 characters or less. Me? I still spell out most things when I send a text on my cell phone. Oh…and I don’t really like to text either. Just so you know.
Those people that are gifted in the area of social media? I have great respect for them! Take Lisa-Jo, Social Media Manager for DaySpring. Or Stefanie Brown, Social Media Manager for The Seed Company. These women ROCK. Big Time! They can do more with 140 characters than I could do with 1040 characters!
The picture I used in this post was taken back in December when I took my niece and sister to Lancaster County, Pennsylvania when they were visiting me from California. The Amish & Mennonite families live a different life than I do. A slower, less hurried lifestyle.
I bet they don’t worry about tweeting on schedule, updating their FB status or using Instagram and Pinterest. And, by the way, I don’t do either of the last two. For one thing, I don’t need another internet site taking up my time. If I got started on Pinterest, I know I would have a REAL problem.
Anyway, I think there is something to be said for a slower paced life. Without constant updating, tweeting and internet connections.
So…all of my life is not a blog post, a status update, nor can it be summarized in 140 characters or less.
Just my random thoughts…what are your thoughts on social media?
Too much social media has diminished real relationships so much so that radio stations are not urging people to have real relationships…sad! I don't tweet, instagram or pinterest either. I do some facebook and texting when I need to send a quick message or to share pictures with people far away, but I agree with you. I want to share my life with people face to face. However, I will admit that blogging has helped me meet some wonderful women in Christ like you!
I so agree about blogging introducing me to wonderful Christian women! I started to address that in my post, but it just got too long and wordy. But I have met some wonderful friends via the internet/blogging!
Mary, one of the first things I thought about when I read your post is that you can say more with your pictures than most of us can say with thousands of words…..
I too yearn for a simpler life and all the social media outlets can get to be a bit much.. I really enjoy blogging because it gives me an outlet to express myself and meet up with some great ladies but other than that, I FB a little but that's about all that I consistently do in the social media world..
Although I love blogging and am sort of obsessed about it, I find tweeting and other social media forms to be hard to keep up with. I am never creative with my tweets. I must prefer talking face-to-face. Love you!
I do find that the blogging and fb take up a lot of time that I could spend on other activities. Right now, fb has absorbed my time since I found my dau-in-law puts photos of the grandkids there. Hard to not look at the site and find the great up-to-date faces that I love!
I certainly believe that both twitter & FB have their place, I am just not big users of either. However, I love the fact that you can view pix of your grandkids, I can see my nieces, etc. Thanks you for stopping by!
I occasionally do Pinterest and occasionally FB–I loved FB at first knowing what my friends were up to and seeing pics of special occasions and a few a long the way.
But then it got saturated with the posters that I will go and find and read if I am interested in and the dynamics changed.
I think Tweeting is great for those who are natural at it. Since I don't know where my phone is half the time, tweeting is not for me.
I find even putting a casual status on Fb is somewhat uncomfortable for me.
I think you pretty much hit the nail on the head and thanks for the shout out.
We're all different but as of now I will stick with blogging, photography and art.
In what seemed like the blink of an eye, those young 20 somethings were married for 41 years.
The second photo was taken last year on our 40th anniversary. I didn`t post it because I didn`t like the way my legs looked. Something happened in the last year and I`m reminded that those legs have carried me for 62 years (when the photo was taken). Carried me through 3 pregnancies that gifted me with one living child, @coach_andy_bonner
The last photo was taken on Tuesday as we sat on the beach and a lady walked by and said, "would you like me to take your picture?" We said yes. Time with John is still one of my favorite things. He retired on Friday, before we left on Monday for this trip. There are so many unknowns but so much to be grateful for and so much to look forward to in the next stage.
I`m grateful for my clients that give me something to do every day Monday-Friday. @christiepurifoy @kriscamealy @bekah @whatlolalikes @abby_roadhome & to the wonderful team @parkermanagement-you guys all make my life so fun!
And I`m grateful for time at a place like this. Sand and water...not sure there is anything better!
Happy Anniversary Week to my love that is not on ANY social media channel!
She died 4 days after she was born. We buried her 4 days after she died.
Born 6-9-1992
Died 6-12-1992
Buried 6-16-1992
That would be 31 years ago today.
Last year, on the 30th anniversary of her birth we re-buried her on the grounds of St. Emma Monastery Greensburg, PA where her paternal grandparents are buried.
This year, today has been harder than Friday, June 9 the day she was born. Or Monday, June 12 the day she died.
I`ve cried more today than either of the other days.
I took a walk.
Got a pedicure.
Cried.
And chose a simple dinner of appetizers.
And I give myself permission to do nothing else.
I am thankful for the time we had her. For the experience and the things I learned about myself through the experience.
John and I are very conscious of what we say yes to and what we say no to. All because of Amy`s short life.
I`ve tried to use my experience to help others experiencing infant loss-or any loss. Some things are the same no matter the age of the deceased. Even if it is a loss thru miscarriage. I`ve experienced that too.
A loss is a loss.
Thank you to my sister and niece @sherrigd @tarahelise for letting us spend last weekend on your porch crying, laughing, and drinking wine and margaritas. I love you guys more than you know and I really needed that.
In what seems like the blink of an eye, it is 31 years later. Not a day goes by that I do not think of her.
My heart still hurts.
I cry at random times.
And I miss her. Still. 31 years later.
I grieve all the things that didn`t happen.
The relationships.
The life events.
Strangely though there are fewer tears today. Sometimes I think my tears are all gone. The well is dry.
Lack of tears does not mean lack of grief. There is no right or wrong way to grieve. So I accept my emotions today-whatever they may be.
If you know someone that has experienced a loss, don`t be afraid to tell them you remember. Let them know you care. Take a meal, send a text, write and snail mail a card. We want to know our loss is not forgotten.
I cried in church. Not because I was thinking about the events leading up to the crucifixion but because there was a little girl of about 5 or so sitting in front of me. She had the most gorgeous dark hair. With streaks of gold running through it. Natural streaks. Not the artificial colored streaks I pay more than I`m willing to share to get every few months.
As I observed her I thought about my own daughter. The one that died at 4 days old.
I thought of how she might be standing next to me this morning or next Sunday on Easter. Maybe she would have travelled to Charlotte to spend some time with her dad and me.
Grief is something that robs us of so much. It robs me of not just my daughter but it robs me of being the mom of a daughter.
I look at some of my closest friends, all mothers of daughters and I envy, yes ENVY!, the relationships they all have with their daughters. They may not agree with them on all things or see eye-to-eye with them but the daughters lead the charge to throw surprise 60th birthday parties for their parents or make sure that mom gets a Mother`s Day card, a birthday card, etc.
I think daughters are different than sons. Daughters are more sensitive than sons based on my observations as an outsider. I do not experience that sensitivity. And I grieve the fact that I am not the mother of a daughter.
The version of me before Amy`s death is totally different than the me that is here now.
If you want to read more about about my daughter, Amy, you can go to https://marybonner.net/?s=Amy and read more about my journey through infant loss and moving forward.
Adam McHugh`s book Blood From a Stone is a beautiful piece of writing about returning from the dead. I encourage you to check it out. You can find the book on Amazon or wherever books are sold. Find and follow him @adammchughwine You won`t be sorry.
"Grief is so agonizing not only because you have lost something, but you have lost someone, and that someone is the version of you that was alive before your loss." Blood From a Stone Adam McHugh Page 102
Every June I think I`m going to handle this better. Whatever better looks like - I don`t know. 30 years and I still cry at random times. And every June I fall apart.
She would have been 30 next week. Instead of whisking her off for a 30th birthday trip to Key West like we did for her brother @coach_andy_bonner or Niagara Falls like we did for his wife we will make another kind of trip.
There will be a mass next Saturday and we will stand at a grave site as we move her body from the small town where she was buried to a final resting place by her paternal grandparents on the beautiful grounds of St Emma Monastery in Greensburg, PA.
I look forward to the weekend and I dread it all at the same time.
Today I broke down and sobbed. Just like yesterday. And probably will tomorrow. But I remember that He catches my tears in a bottle Psalm 56:8
If I learned anything from this life experience, it is this: I can do hard things. But not of my own strength. Philippians 4:13
Too much social media has diminished real relationships so much so that radio stations are not urging people to have real relationships…sad! I don't tweet, instagram or pinterest either. I do some facebook and texting when I need to send a quick message or to share pictures with people far away, but I agree with you. I want to share my life with people face to face. However, I will admit that blogging has helped me meet some wonderful women in Christ like you!
I so agree about blogging introducing me to wonderful Christian women! I started to address that in my post, but it just got too long and wordy. But I have met some wonderful friends via the internet/blogging!
Mary, one of the first things I thought about when I read your post is that you can say more with your pictures than most of us can say with thousands of words…..
I too yearn for a simpler life and all the social media outlets can get to be a bit much.. I really enjoy blogging because it gives me an outlet to express myself and meet up with some great ladies but other than that, I FB a little but that's about all that I consistently do in the social media world..
Great post today to ponder….
Nancy, I am humbled by your words. I pray the He is honored with everything I write. Thank you for stopping by.
Although I love blogging and am sort of obsessed about it, I find tweeting and other social media forms to be hard to keep up with. I am never creative with my tweets. I must prefer talking face-to-face. Love you!
Thank you, Barbie for stopping by!! I love you too.
I do find that the blogging and fb take up a lot of time that I could spend on other activities. Right now, fb has absorbed my time since I found my dau-in-law puts photos of the grandkids there. Hard to not look at the site and find the great up-to-date faces that I love!
I certainly believe that both twitter & FB have their place, I am just not big users of either. However, I love the fact that you can view pix of your grandkids, I can see my nieces, etc. Thanks you for stopping by!
I love blogging–
I occasionally do Pinterest and occasionally FB–I loved FB at first knowing what my friends were up to and seeing pics of special occasions and a few a long the way.
But then it got saturated with the posters that I will go and find and read if I am interested in and the dynamics changed.
I think Tweeting is great for those who are natural at it. Since I don't know where my phone is half the time, tweeting is not for me.
I find even putting a casual status on Fb is somewhat uncomfortable for me.
I think you pretty much hit the nail on the head and thanks for the shout out.
We're all different but as of now I will stick with blogging, photography and art.