I am having so much trouble with this…
You see, I am not very good at trusting the process. No, I am much better at telling people what to do and how to do it. Just ask the people I live with!
I get so caught up in the emotions of the moment that I COMPLETELY forget that there is a picture that I don’t see…a BIG picture. I get caught up in ONLY WHAT I SEE – I lose sight of the future.
I lose sight of the fact that HE is in control.
I lose sight of the fact that HE sees everything and only lets me see the past and the now.
I lose sight of the fact that HE ordained today. It is HIS, not mine.
Lord, I don’t know how come I have to go through this over and over. When will I get it? When will I stop fretting about things I can’t control and things that I do not understand? I am so thankful for your grace, Lord. For your patience with me. When I am disappointed with people, I need to remember that there have been times in my life when I have disappointed you and you welcomed me with open arms. You forgive and we move on…Lord, I need to learn how to do that.
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