I am still processing the things I learned about myself last weekend while on retreat.

It is going to be a long road.

And painful.

Because what I learned isn’t pretty.

I don’t want to admit what I know to be true.

But this I know…that following the will of the Lord, even when the self-discovery is painful, is better in the long run than running away from the truth.

I don’t want to waste time wishing I was different.

So, while I work on accepting these things about myself I will try and follow the example of my friend Stefanie.

Lord, I am trying to come to grips with the parts of me that are ugly.  Personality traits that are not pretty to look at…not nice to be around.  But I know that you made me, Lord.  And you don’t make junk, so I will remember that I am fearfully and wonderfully made.  I will remember that you know what you are doing…and that I don’t.  I will remember that this blog belongs to you.  You will bless it in the way that you want.  I will trust you to tell me when, if and how you want me to promote my blog.  And I will rejoice in the blessings you have bestowed upon me.  And I will wait.  Patiently.

Friends, this is not an easy process…thank you for your patience.  Would you please pray with me as I walk this road?  

Thank you.


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